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| Thursday, October 8th, 2009 | | 11:26 am |
October 8
I think I'll be okay. What an odd feeling. :-) | | Sunday, September 13th, 2009 | | 6:35 pm |
To: Schwest, Millie, Milliepants, Carmel, Milka, Camilk, Camkill, Sister, Hermanita.
To: Schwest, Millie, Milliepants, Carmel, Milka, Camilk, Camkill, Sister, Hermanita. I Simply Love Her! Her love is the most sincere kind, Innocent and obese, Full of mouthfuls of fights and handfuls of hits. I Simply Love Her! For lying in bed with her head under the covers. For dewing up the bathroom while dying her hair. For staring at me with all sincerity no matter her emotion. I Simply Love Her! The first time I watched her sleep I got scolded, Apparently daddies don’t like their newborns with feet on their heads. But she sleeps like me who sleeps like my mother- Arm raised over forehead dreaming exhaustingly. I Simply Love Her! We look alike and that is that, There is some truth behind genetic make-up caked on our faces. She followed my footsteps until my shadow surprised me. Blasted little bugger. But I can never get so mad because her eyes beat any snake charmer in the world And I will forever remain under her spell. | | Monday, June 1st, 2009 | | 4:39 pm |
FYI
Judah is the best friend that ever happened to me! | | Saturday, May 16th, 2009 | | 1:57 am |
control freak
I am full of hate and I don't know how to stop it. It really is killing me. | | Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009 | | 9:19 pm |
Today
I was stopped at the light at Speedway and Campbell to turn left onto Campbell. Two lanes over was a girl in a blue Buggy that looked just like Micah. She had a little head scarf and her profile fit the bill. After careful contemplation I rolled down the window and yelled "Hey yo, Micah!" and the girl turned her head and laughed. And I laughed. It wasn't Micah at all! Sorry for creeping you out Micah look alike! | | Sunday, February 15th, 2009 | | 1:29 pm |
I hate the month of February. | | Saturday, January 31st, 2009 | | 10:00 am |
Where the fuck did that hole come from, and how did I not see it coming?
I feel very boring. It seems like the majority of my friends spend time creating with their free time, whereas I sit around, anxiety ridden, hoping someone calls me between appointments. I don't know when I fell into a hole, but I know it was somewhere along the past 6 years. It was amidst theory papers and memorizing dates that only I am impressed I know. I think I understand my major values at this point in my life. I need to be more intraspective to really understand how to pass the time in a way where I feel successful and happy. More: -direct action -making new friends -pictures -alone time -biking -reading -Judah -Schwest -grad school -sleep -old friends -bandanas -traveling -local -work -massages -bubbly -writing Less: -anxiety -frowns -crying -insecurity -anger -bitterness -spending -eyeliner -complaining -yearning for the past The world needs historians too, right? I really feel like I contribute nothing new to the world. I am seemingly exhausted all the time. I come home too tired to do or create the way I was once capable of. Perhaps I am focusing too much on the past me. I think I realize that much of the old me is dead. The old me being a kid, a teenager. I have maintained my passion for animal rights, and fostered a larger and clearer understanding of social justice. I'm probably at a point in my life where I can make some sort of major change. I know I can. I don't know where to begin; there is so much I in this world that I see as wrong. Where have the efforts against globalization gone? The term itself may hold a clue in that globalization is considered an outdated word, too 90s. Maybe I can piggyback on everyone's "hope." Bring in more radical ideas to showcase how hopeless the hopeful are. I can't create a blog about my art because I have none. I write poetry in my head still, but no longer on paper. What can I do then to fill the hours between work other than relying on everyone around me to be there with me? Please give me the formula to change. | | Friday, January 16th, 2009 | | 1:32 pm |
| | Tuesday, January 6th, 2009 | | 9:46 pm |
| | Thursday, December 4th, 2008 | | 7:40 pm |
bittersweet
Judah is now living with me. I miss Monty though. I think things will be okay. | | Saturday, November 15th, 2008 | | 3:57 pm |
Because Chris demands I do so...
I am posting an entry about him. I am dating Chris. We celebrated our one month thing. It has been going quite well. It's been fun, exciting, and new, experiencing feelings, ideas, and love that I haven't felt in ages. Years really. I am in the process of creating a new routine that includes me living alone for the first time. Not relying on that person to come home to at the end of the night or expectations of someone at your beckoned call 24/7. I also realized how lucky I am. Everyone who has been in my life the past three months has been amazing. They mean the world to me. I found a poem of sorts I wrote to myself in February 2002-the night before I met Jason I believe. It was almost as if 17 year old Alisha wrote this to 23/24 year old Alisha. Since Guy Fawkes Day, I have felt better about life. I think 24 year old Alisha is taking 17 year old Alisha's advice. It's pretty cool. So is Chris. Today, I have done nothing-for the first time in three months. I am alone in my house, and I feel fine! WOOT! | | Saturday, October 4th, 2008 | | 6:19 pm |
| | Sunday, September 21st, 2008 | | 3:04 pm |
Super Update Extreme
Hi everyone. So many changes has occurred in my life the past month. Jason and I ended a 6.5 year relationship. We are doing okay. I am oddly intraverted and irrationally sad sometimes. It will get better. I live by myself for the first time ever. It's been 5 nights of sleeping alone. It will take some getting used to. I think I am going to apply to grad school at the UA for next fall. I'm hoping I can do something that will benefit those I care about. Katie lives here again. I have to keep reminding myself of that. She is no longer just a summer tangibility. I want to bike more. Bike with me. -Alisha | | Sunday, July 6th, 2008 | | 1:12 pm |
Dunno what to do with myself
After being gone for what seems like a majority of my summer vacation, I am home. I really don't have a clear idea with what to do with myself. Brief updates: 1. Tennessee, South Carolina, Georgia, North Carolina. Fun, relaxing especially in Tennessee, but unnerving. Green racist rural. Felt, for the first time really, a part of his family. Why is the east coast so far away? 2. Florida. The first two days were way fun. Midway through day three, sister and I went for each others' jugulars. Saddening. Hurt to walk. Water parks=smiles. Green. 3. Portland, OR. Very fun. Very very very. The skys were clearish, the beer was flowing, I ate about four meals a day, and I feel like I NEVER want to eat out again. Ever. Until San Francisco. Old school arcade, voodoo donuts, Simpsons streets, Powells, fireworks, pictures, green, teeder totters, waterfalls, culture, food. Looks like a place I can live in a year for a year. Story of the summer: I bartered my old crutch tips for new crutch tips. 4. San Francisco. July 24-31. 5. Tucson, AZ. Hot. New person. Want to kill my boyfriend's other. Writing. Reading. People. Hot. I've also realized that my body is gawked at and eye consumed more than I thought before. Not always my boobs, mostly my scars. I feel like this summer more than any before I've had to explain myself to perfect strangers. I want a life of anonymity and to be left alone. It's made me really sad. | | Wednesday, June 4th, 2008 | | 12:36 am |
It's officially summer!
End of the year retreat was fun. There was a movie being filmed at the resort, and Jim from The Office was there...AND he said hi to ME! I was walking with Freja, and she was talking, totally oblivious that he was walking towards us. I loved up and stared directly at him and he smiled and said, "hi." We both squilled like school girls! Freja left for MA today though. I am sad to see her go. Not sure how next year will be, but nevertheless, I survived my first year teaching! | | Tuesday, April 29th, 2008 | | 11:31 pm |
travel updates
June 5-13 Tennessee and South Carolina June 22-27 Orlando July 1-6 Portland July 16-18 (Matt and Kristin in Tucson) July 18-? California? | | Tuesday, March 18th, 2008 | | 9:11 am |
| | Sunday, February 17th, 2008 | | 7:27 pm |
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trips up the waazoo
Thursday-Sunday LA March 17-23 Austin June 23-27 Florida July San Francisco (hopefully) | | Sunday, February 10th, 2008 | | 12:02 am |
Silly Saturday
Today was one of the most interesting days I have had in awhile. After surviving a terrible Friday, waking up with a bruised thumb, and feeling the need to just drive, Kitty and I went on a car trip. 1-3 pm It started out as a plan on hangout on the southwest side of Tucson. Went to the Habitat for Humanity thrift store which was cheap and okay. We then went to the VF factory outlet where I purchased a sweatshop backpack, wallet, and la virgen hankie which I will use in my border issues intersession. Beaudry RV was having some weird ass pro-America RV sale with free cake, ribs, corn bread, and a money machine. We walked through some RVs, perused some odd made for RV infomercial gadgets, and felt like we were in middle America. 3-8 After realizing we didn't have cash, we decided to not go to the Swap Meet and instead drive to Benson. Kitty had never been to Bisbee, so we drove the extra 45 minutes and walked around the town, pet a cat, enjoyed the scenery, drank coffee, and ate at the amazing co-op. I wouldn't mind living in Bisbee, but I don't know how I'd do living far away from a major city center. I guess I say that at 12:15 in the morning laying in my living room when I could be out. I hope this week goes better. I have a lot of shit to do before March 10. fuuuck. Tina Fey is hot. |
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